Friday, August 04, 2006

Sissy Sluts


I love sissy sluts! They are so willing to learn and eager to please. I have a very extensive and detailed training program to transform them from the "man-skin" they want to escape, into the epitome of femininity and sluttiness.

It is so much fun to coach on how to dress, make-up, perfume, jewelry, wigs, how to walk and move, how to lighten and soften the voice, how to feel like a woman.

Then comes the sissy slut/slave part...how to serve me and any man I choose. This includes training with dildos on how to give the best blow job any man ever had, and how to turn their "man ass" into a sissy pussy and get fucked like the whore they want to be.

When ready, I may send them to lingerie stores to buy some new sissy lingerie (dressed, of course), to an upscale department store to get a cosmetic make-over, to adult bookstores or theaters which have "glory holes" to practice their newly learned cock-sucking techniques, and on many other adventures. I respect the limits of their comfort, but I will surely push them, and they are often thrilled to have done something they never thought they could.

Again...it's all about the control. I have control over their transformation, and they are only too happy to have me guide them as they become...the ultimate sissy slut.

Mistress April

Monday, June 19, 2006

A GENUINE submissive


Do you know what it means to be a genuine submissive? Really know?

In part, it means your pleasure is solely derived from serving me. It's not about your desires...never. It's about what I want, when I want, where I want, and how I want...always. The "why" must never be questioned. Of course, I take your needs and wants into consideration, because that's how I toy with you.

There are too many wanna-be subs. They have a definition of "domination" in their minds, and when they are introduced to me, they assume I will have the same mindset. They are obedient only when it is convenient for them. There are moments when they are disrespectful, dishonest. I have expectations from the start, I make them clear, and they will be adhered to.

Devotion and obedience must be demonstrated and proven. Genuine submissives are a rarity. For a wanna be...I have no time.

Mistress April

Wednesday, June 07, 2006

Demon In Black?


I ask you, do I look like a demon to you? One of my boys called today and after I ran him through his paces and then squeezed him dry of cum for a week (he is in enforced chastity 6 days out of seven) He called me a Demon in Black!

Do I LOOK like a demon to you? Or, maybe like him you LIKE demons?

Come into my dungeon said the Domme to the sub... I will enforce chastity if I choose or I will have you cum twice in an hour. We will discuss your desires and your needs, you wants and your fantasies in depth as you undergo my training.

Can you already feel my collar around your throat? Do your balls tighten when you think about enforced chasity or cross dressing?

Do you want to be dominated not through fear but desire... mmmm...

Maybe I am an Angel in Black instead.

Thursday, June 01, 2006

Under My Spell

Today I will tell you about david, my sweet slave. he has been coming to me begging me to accept him for six months. Each time he appeared at my door, I allowed him to come in and sit on my floor.

We would discuss his wants, his fantasies, his dreams and needs. He thought a slave could be restrained 24 hours a day 7 days a week, I explained why that isn’t possible.* He wanted to have a butt plug up his ass “at least 12 inches long and 4 inches around.” Again not possible. He wanted to be mindless, told everything to do, that was possible.

What david didn’t know or understand at the time was that I was testing him, training him and preparing him for what I wanted from his as his Goddess, his Mistress, his Domme.

Part of that was to always talk to him in a hypnotic way. Eventually when we had fully explored what he wanted, after I had tested and tried him for six months, I accepted him as a slave in training. I locked a collar around his throat called a collar of consideration. This is very specific and can be removed by either party with due notice, it symbolized that we were both deciding if david could be a good slave eventually and if I were the correct Domme to bring this out in him.

Each day, he sat at my feet, naked, collared listening to the sound of my voice, guiding him deeper and deeper into trance state. There I willing allow his darkest desires appear, listening while he spoke of his need to be feminized by me, to become my sexual play toy, denied orgasm for weeks even months at my pleasure. I encouraged these desires and others in him, suggesting more and more strongly what he might do to achieve his potential as a slave and toy.

Slowly his desires were shaped, just has his body was shaped to my will.

We began corseting that would lead him over time to a new body shape, an new more feminine form. He was never permitted to stand to piss, only sit, his cock locked away in a severe chastity belt. His breast size was increased through daily application of hormone cream to avoid the nasty complication of loss of desire. They look so beautiful and big now. But that is a story for another time.

His will his desires became mine as the hypnotherapy we performed daily took root in his subconscious mind until my perfect little slave was formed.

Then and only then, when david had become finally and irrevocably dana was she allowed orgasm, and to her mind, her belief it wasn’t a cock I stroked and played with but her clit and vagina. And I was the one who took her virginity, she had been chaste, pure undefiled until then…

And that night is a story for another time my dears…

Mistress Ruth


Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Dark Desires

You may call me Mistress or Goddess or High Priestess or Countess.... my interests are many and varied.

As this serves as an introduction, just this once I will tell you something of my lives. I am first and foremost a true Lifestyle dominant who has had a devoted slave for the last 14 years. I believe that the mind is the ultimate source of power and control. True domination comes from the submissive’s mental surrender to his Domme and from Her desire to shape and mould her submissive as a sculptor moulds clay. It is not physical power that compels the submissive, but the force of the Domme’s will.

All of my life I have been drawn to the unique, the unquiet, the paranormal. This is hardly to be wondered at since I am a direct descendant of the Hungarian Count of Transylvania. It is this connection that forever links me to Countess Erzebet Bathory the Hungarian Vampire.

As a High Priestess for the last twenty plus years, I have studied and searched through many Pagan faiths for the place I belonged, in Goddess dominated charge of my coven. My coven is in my hands, to raise to exultation to teach and guide. I know about Voodoo and Voudon, Santeria, Asatru, Satanism, Kemet, and Sumarian faiths to name a few.

These are but a few of my many facets… are you brave enough to step into my dark realm?

Sunday, May 28, 2006

The Power

I luxuriate in the power. Seeing a slave trembling in anticipation. The look in a submissive's eyes...combined excitement and acquiescence. The ability to bring him to his knees with just a casual motion of my hand. Witnessing his willing and eager transfer of total control from himself to me. Knowing I have a toy with whom to play. His whispered words, "Yes, Mistress April". That moment when I can feel his surrender to me is absolute and complete.

Ah yes, the imperium...it fills me.

Sunday, May 07, 2006

The Devotion Of A Slave...

The words of a precious slave, who revels in being a sissy slut and craves pain...
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"I have been under the control of Mistress April for almost two years. When she accepted me for training, I had no idea of what a Domme/slave relationship would be. Mistress April, slowly, and with great patience led me down a path where I learned of the rewards I could receive from strict obedience to her wishes and demands. I also learned of the pain that would come from displeasing Mistress April. That pain was and is both physical and mental.

Mistress April has taught me the physical pleasure that can be derived from the acceptance of pain given to various parts of my body, notably my nipples and cock and balls. And my ass. Mistress just loves beating my ass with either a hairbrush or a paddle. She has taken me from having great apprehension to that of great anticipation for pain sessions. Talk about apprehension, Mistress told me to bring an empty gallon milk jug, rope to hook it to my balls, and two pitchers filled with water to our next session. And, what I feared was what she wanted. Mistress had me stand up, with the jug hanging between my legs, and she started filling it. At about half-full, I thought that the pain was getting unbearable, but my greatest fear was that my balls would be ripped off. They weren't of course, and in later sessions, I had the jug filled, swinging it back and forth. It still hurt like hell, but I knew (or hoped) that my balls would stay intact.

I now look forward to seeing if I can endure more pain than what occurred in our last session, and, I am sure, Mistress April looks forward to seeing if she can produce louder screams from me. She always succeeds.

Mistress April has also found an area that I had always thought was buried deeply in my brain, away from anyone else. I have liked wearing girls panties, but have never told anyone about this fetish. Mistress April has taken this, has had me apply makeup, and has taken me to parties dressed as a slut.(She calls me her cock-sucking slut whore) She completes my fantasy by allowing me to suck off some of the men, while others are jerking off onto me. This fantasy takes many directions, all of which are immensely pleasurable to me.

I think that Mistress April's favorite torture are what she calls "intense sessions". These require complete obedience from me and require that I either refrain from touching myself, (stroking my cock) or, if Mistress does allow me to masturbate, that I not cum until, or if She approves of it. All the while, having me watch her and her boyfriend get it on, or having me lick and suck them together, or separately, or even more intense for me, rubbing her pussy against my cock and not letting me inside. After a time, I am reduced to a chunk of quivering jelly. And, if I am lucky, Mistress April allows me to cum. If not, I wait until I do get her permission.

Mistress April has become a very important part of my life. There is not a moment that goes by that I do not think of her. I know that she owns me, and I am so proud to be one of her slaves that I wish I could shout it to the world. I worship her, and nothing pleases me more than making her happy."

Tuesday, May 02, 2006

Are You Worthy Of Serving Mistress April?


I am Mistress April, and as I post my musings about the Domme sessions I've done, you will find yourself being compelled to become one of my devotees.

I will control you, your body and your mind. You will be my little plaything, solely for my amusement. You will kneel at my feet, head bowed, ready and eager to serve me. I will use you however I see fit.

Are you worthy? I shall see...






Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Introducing Mistress Veronica


I am Mistress Veronica. I'm a lifestyle Domme. I've been active in the lifestyle since I was 21 but have been teasing, using and abusing men for most of my life. The first boy that I had sex with had to beg me and I loved it. The incredible feeling of power that came over me was addicting. I have been so empowered ever since.

This blog is my gift to all of you sad, pathetic, lonely men that only dream of being allowed to serve a Goddess like Myself. I will be posting twice a week about My real time experiences with My real time subs. And they will be posting as well, describing their feelings and thoughts as they are put through some of the most humiliating and painful experiences of their lives. If you are entertaining enough to Me on the phone, I may allow you to post here about your experience with Me.