Today I will tell you about david, my sweet slave. he has been coming to me begging me to accept him for six months. Each time he appeared at my door, I allowed him to come in and sit on my floor.
We would discuss his wants, his fantasies, his dreams and needs. He thought a slave could be restrained 24 hours a day 7 days a week, I explained why that isn’t possible.* He wanted to have a butt plug up his ass “at least 12 inches long and 4 inches around.” Again not possible. He wanted to be mindless, told everything to do, that was possible.
What david didn’t know or understand at the time was that I was testing him, training him and preparing him for what I wanted from his as his Goddess, his Mistress, his Domme.
Part of that was to always talk to him in a hypnotic way. Eventually when we had fully explored what he wanted, after I had tested and tried him for six months, I accepted him as a slave in training. I locked a collar around his throat called a collar of consideration. This is very specific and can be removed by either party with due notice, it symbolized that we were both deciding if david could be a good slave eventually and if I were the correct Domme to bring this out in him.
Each day, he sat at my feet, naked, collared listening to the sound of my voice, guiding him deeper and deeper into trance state. There I willing allow his darkest desires appear, listening while he spoke of his need to be feminized by me, to become my sexual play toy, denied orgasm for weeks even months at my pleasure. I encouraged these desires and others in him, suggesting more and more strongly what he might do to achieve his potential as a slave and toy.
Slowly his desires were shaped, just has his body was shaped to my will.
We began corseting that would lead him over time to a new body shape, an new more feminine form. He was never permitted to stand to piss, only sit, his cock locked away in a severe chastity belt. His breast size was increased through daily application of hormone cream to avoid the nasty complication of loss of desire. They look so beautiful and big now. But that is a story for another time.
His will his desires became mine as the hypnotherapy we performed daily took root in his subconscious mind until my perfect little slave was formed.
Then and only then, when david had become finally and irrevocably dana was she allowed orgasm, and to her mind, her belief it wasn’t a cock I stroked and played with but her clit and vagina. And I was the one who took her virginity, she had been chaste, pure undefiled until then…
And that night is a story for another time my dears…
Mistress Ruth